As 2010's first month cranks down to the end. It's been a rough one but good. Lots of changes big ones, they are mostly good but still bring stress and well changes. I have 5 interviews next week I'm almost locked into one job already but, never know. I'll be moving for all of the jobs, big moves closest (also a snowball's chance in hell) I'll be going to NYC. A very good friend died the past week. Been hell on me, he was a great deal older and wasn't in pain so it helps some how.. Girl drama l ... (more)

Well, I messed up pretty bad the other night and pretty much ruined a friendship, a very close one at that. Sucks but was my own doing. I think most people know I'm a bit different but I'm just one of the guys. Well, that is true, but I suffer from hard core depressive problems. Some of you know this I just never kinda put it out there. I'm not going to change I'm still me, I just look back on the mistake I made the other night and wanted to put that out there to everyone. I feel better kno ... (more)