PHILLIES :D :D Ok, with that out of the way.... WHOOO HOOOO!!! Ok seriously. I'm done, I'm just so happy about that. I'll spare that rant for, another time possibly or I'll just not share since no one cares other then me lol. This has been a stressful and unfruitful month for me, I hope Halloween goes well, or I'll be extra cranky. That's a holiday I really enjoy, I like horror stuff and creepy stuff, and love to see creativity, I'm 95% on my costume, but i'll have pics up when I do ... (more)

One thing that comes with age is assurance in yourself at least we all strive for it and work towards this. I know I don't doubt myself or double guess myself as much as I did. Yet doubt still crawls into my mind, more often then I'd like to think about. What is amusing out of my skin about it, what I doubt now are the things I know are the best and most right for me. Staying in school, working for myself, staying single, living under my means. But such simple and major issues are what I tend to ... (more)

Well, I've found my new chill out and me time thing. Jazz Music. I love it. I'm really big into music as is really any kind of music, the older I get the more I respect it and really focus to it. I've always had some jazz in my life mostly as back round or with dinner. But now with more age to my ears and some focus, I can't explain what this is mentally. It's up it's down, it's fast it's slow. Not that any other form of music can't or doesn't do this but some how the translations from those sty ... (more)