This might be a shock to some of you, but I am a grump.

I don't follow pop culture, I don't do the social thing. I don't attempt to fit in. I just go to work work out then it's reading/movies time for me. I'm fine with that.

It's not really the rat race if you aren't running, I'm just using the school not to stand out so to say. I have a great career lined up and a bunch of jobs waiting, money will never be an issue in my life. That's nice to know, I don't mind not spending it. I enjoy saving and investing more then I do spending.

But I've found as I'm happier with this new life down here I'm also getting to be more a grump. I have no problem shaking a friends hand, a few female friends I kiss on the cheek even. I'm not a germ phobia guy or anything but the other day this girl hugged me, I didn't know her she just did it. I mean I knew her name and spoke to her but I found this very upsetting. I used to not be bothered by it but now I found it rather disgusting. Had it been a male who hugged me I'm sure there would have been a violent reaction.

Just because I'm a grump doesn't mean I'm not a gentleman I'm not about to lay my hands on a female. That's what bothers me most about being myself, people assume I'm some sort of threat or horrid person. Now I don't care what people think but I am just writing this to clear things up, I'm not a nice person, a friendly person or outgoing. It doesn't mean at all I'm a bad person. I don't lie cheat or steal, I don't hurt people. I just don't like people. I do have my friends and they mean a ton, they accept me for me though.

My friends are awesome, that's why I have them, for some reason they endure me. They know I'm me and are fine with that. I don't mind when they say I don't get how you can do xyz or I'd not want to live like you. That's fine it's never you should ...

I'm really not even an unhappy person. I rather like things as they are and with some minor changes that time will allow I'll have a great life. I'm not mad at the world, why would I be, I'm in the peak of my life, with a job I want that allows me tons of freedoms and soon a career that will pay more then I ever need and the ability to retire quite young travel etc. I just am not a people person. I don't like the way the world is heading either. So I just steer clear. Life's too short for uphill battles. It won't take much to get me a great life, and I'll keep at it.

This whole blog makes me think of the man in black himself, namely that song. For those lacking on what I'm building too, I might be a more friendly person if the world wasn't such a flaming piece of shit. Speaking of rubbish things, this blog is done. lol.