This whole working with people thing is really messing with my head.

I'm not the kind to get suckered into social circles or put work pals above the job and my own spot.

I've always been a work first kinda guy. Working alone so long and being an "axeman" was perfect. I worked on my time, and was more then happy to cut someone else's benefits. While I wouldn't list a single person at work a chum even, I know their names and bits of info. I know these people, they are my team mates, co workers. I think, a year ago I'd have clean cut most of the people I work with, they just don't hold par to what the company should have also a better team could do more with less employees.

Then I remember I'm a wee intern, the condom of corp america cheap use one and throw away. I'd off me in a second, sure being the best in the group would help and a school co-op tie in but, when a place can't afford a long term investment it shouldn't be spending on one.

I know if tomorrow they shut down the intern program I'd be out and pick something else up, I don't know if anyone else would get anything at this point.

I just look back and almost felt guilty at all the people I've been a part of firing so many, the hardship's I've cause people's careers. Think about how i've impacted families. I could been a wedding ruiner, the one who crushed a kids dream of college. Then I just thought, wow someone stole my English Breakfast tea? And you thought this was going to be some moral rant. As once said on HBO's Entourage - I would list firing people as a perk of the job.

Viva hard work.